Saturday, September 12, 2009

Breathe!

The whole of last week was quite a week for me.

I was feeling quite normal after receiving all the dates of my assignment datelines on top of work work, but the more I started to think about it and as I started to do one of my assignment that was due to be handed in yesterday (thank God I managed to complete it), I started to feel very overwhelm especially as I was doing my assignment, i got stucked a couple of times. On top of that, I caught a Viral infection and it triggered my asthma. Usually, whenever I get asthma it's cos I'm under under stress or have overworked. It was a terrible feeling, to fall sick and yet have all these work to think about.

But God is always good, it's during this time where I took complete rest from LB work, stayed home for 2 days...Begin to just pray and finish up one of my assignment. I also had the time to sort my thoughts out just calm down. You know how it is sometimes we just struggle and say ' but i have to do this, and that, and that...' It's this Martha syndrome..And sometimes we want things to run so smoothly and perfectly, like I don't have to struggle and get frustrated, but God just allow us to go through it so that we learn to let go and rely on Him more...

And so I thank God that eventhough i STILL have all the crazy datelines to meet...but I'm taking one step at a time, slice the cake in bite sizes so it's easier to swallow :)

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